Thursday, October 30, 2008

uhhh its been 2 months..huh?

Haha you are going to laugh out loud once you hear this!!! (well I think it's funny...) ok so this whole time I thought my blog was blocked for some strange reason but it turns out it wasnt this WHOLE time. So i guess there's a lot to catch up on. well for one school...here are my periods

1) Math Transition to Alebra w/ Mr. Fabella

2) Physical Science w/ Ms. Tseng

3) P.E. w/ Mrs. Ho and Mr. Campbell

4) Honors U.S. History w/ Ms. Baldwin

5) Honors Language Arts w/ Mrs. Estrada

6) Elective: Chorus w/ Mr. Grenier

Alright so school is.....i don't know it's been unbearable because right now on the social ladder (emmajojo ive explained this to u so ur probably the only one who gets this ladder when reading this post) well im inthe lower lower class...which is the lowest basically stating that i hav no life, im a nerd, and a loner. My favortie class though is language arts because a) it's the class im doing the best so far (A+) b) my teacher inspires me and c) it's the only class where i feel somewhat....accepted.

Ok now church. For awhile I basically hated church but now it's a lot better for me and I have to go because I'm a sinner...and i need to learn! lol. So my church was doing Lights on Broadway (a musical..kinda) and I was going to do it but then thought that my mom was moving to Italy so I thought maybe I should spend more time with her. I regret doing Lights on Broadway because it looked fun but I don't know there's SO much favoritism when it came to the solos like I noticed one girl who had solos in almost all the numbers and that upsets me because the directors of the show should try to find someone new...but whatever matter of opinion. Anyway so now I'm in the ward choir and I think that's good for me and I LOVE the music!!!

In the end my mom is moving to Italy in I think I week so I'm happy for her because she'll be with her family and plus I get to visit her in Italy which is like my second home so I think I'll do ok without her.

I'm SO excited because tomorrow I get braces and that means I get to miss school for like most of the time and come back only with an hour and a half left of it. I can't wait to get braces because I want to get them over with so that I can have pretty straight teeth when I'm 16 when the real dating begins!!!

Now about Prop 8...I am SO YES!!!! It's just that I find it unfair because almost like everyday in the P.E. locker room (I hate changing....very awkward knowing that girls are looking at me...) almost all the girls are NO on 8 so they alwayz yell at me and say that I'm a gay-hater or a bigot and it frustrates me because they just don't understand the definition of marriage but i wont get too into it.

Life in general has been a bit hard for me but I'm getting through it. In a way I want this year to get over with and hopefully be a whole new changed person in highschool and be popular. Anyway right now I'm really liking this song called Face in the Hall by the Naked Brothers Band (I know I know but it's helping me get through a complicated and awkward situation at school). I'm also so loving Sally's song (you know the song from Nightmare before Christmas?) sung by Amy Lee who is like my idol and who i want to be exactly like when I'm older. Alright well I may post tomorrow because at the moment I have no life whatsoever so c u later!!! Peace IS SO out!!!! :p :] <3

2 comments:

Becca said...

I LOVE Sally's Song--I'm at work right now and we're listening to the Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack (because we're cool like that) and I can't wait for that song!

Good for you on Prop 8...I wish you were old enough to vote! It's so frustrating that people don't understand and/or don't care where we're coming from, and they're totally punking on us for what we believe.

Middle school/high school might be more fun if you're popular...but just remember that it's like the tiniest part of your life and once it's over, you won't even care about it anymore because it's insignificant! Life really starts in college--I think you should come to BYU because it's pretty much the BEST. There are a lot of interesting people, and it's so big that there isn't any "popular" group or anything like that. EVERYONE finds people that are like them and are awesome friends. I would be so much lamer than I am now if I hadn't come here--PLUS I wouldn't have found the man of my dreams. So you should think about it!

The Queen of England :) said...

your blogging again lara lara!! i missed ya!!